I HAD SPEND 3068.41 FOR MARCH 2013

OVERALL SPENDING OF CREDit bill FOR march

posb	2486.5
uob	288.82
citibank	293.09
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A new chapter of my career . LAW of attraction Work

Hi All ,

I bring you good news and Bad news .

The bad news is my salary is NOT in . I still owe UOB bank , DBS BANK AND CITIBANK credit card amounting to dun know how much . I know alot of debts .

The good news is  I got my increment . Just a few minute ago , I was called into the VP room . I thought it was about xxxxx business and I am in big trouble .
 But to my surprise , I got a pay increment , and I was encouraged to do and learn faster from xxxxx

I am having prorated bonus too.

Thank and P Raise  God . I think it must be your prayer supports and encouragement that I finally climb . 1st time in my whole working life , I GET A PAT ON MY BACK SAYING I DESERVE AN INCREMENT . FIRST TIME , after been bashing in ssssttttt , trash in James Cook University and after  xxxxx Sexual harrassement , and ,my demoralizing boss yyyyyy kept telling me to leave HBO . I thought I was gone case . I wanted to end my life . I dont know where I am going .

THANK GOD AND PRAISE GOD .Thank God for friends like you all who kept standing by me.

Michelle Thanks

Yit Peng Thanks

Gill Thanks

Jay Thanks

Mummy Thank

Daddy Thanks

 

A new Gadget for my IPHONE at office

A new stuff I brought .
THANK GOD It is same price as the one which couldnt fit in and I change to another 1 .But I used my ang pao money . AS I didnt relieased I didnt brought my credit card wallet . Maybe it is good afterall ,not to sign card ...
Good for me .

 

And when you remove the  phone you see a cute man

 

 

Obessed over my PET DOG LUCKY

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I print out a photo of my dog and carry it on my staff pass card . It is like he is my superman and everything .

This is place near my PC monitor . AS if he is looking at me every minute .

I also had post card and stickerpad of Shih tzu on my working area and a number of stuff toys of dog .

I LOVE MY DOG!

Aromatheraphy in my office AM I overboard and mad

I import this from australia (Melbourne) and it is a good aromatherapy burner . It cost 80 buck . I had another bigger size at home , I place this in my office working table . It is safe and I left it on all the way . But I think the oil to place on it is abit expensive .

I use all these essentials oil . And it cost 61 buck for each bottle and I use half of it within 1 week . I think it is abit costly . Basically what do I do ? I sprinkled on  the vase as I am bathing the vase .
And then I smell 24 hours . I think so I been having wonderful smell for 1 week everyday 10 hour in office . But I think I had to cut down on this . I tried using Bodyshop cheaper home parfum . But I dont know why I find them suxz and funny smells . But these are too costly .

HELP  ME ......

What I attracted .

I had been crazy lately . I would sneak out of my working place and went on adventure to NEVERLAND . Not much of neverland but a place like temple , buy fengshui stuff .
What are the crazy things I brought .
I brought an rabbit and a goat , I decided to place at home , I took a taxi home and then went to see doctor and ..I think I am getting more and more absurb lately . I TEND TO SKIP WORK .
TAKE A TAXI to neverland , Home , buy the thing I MUST have like owell slipper .
Fengshui stuff like rabbit and sheeps or a singing bowl .............I ...am attracting alot of negative i Had to let go of it ..

We attract to ourselves what we hold inside . Every circumstance. every person and every situation that we attract and experience is based on what is inside of us . Culd you ask for a more magnificient system than this .
Your life is a relfection of what you hold inside you , and what you hold inside you is wlays under your control .

I attract Eric ? I dont  know if I attract him  But he is not good . HE is always not there whenever I needed him . And HE is married man . Married to who......who who .....
I going to attract a good man I deserved for myself . A man who would love me a lifetime , a educated man(university graduate) , filal piety to parents , considerate and loving to me and take care and responsible for  me , allow me to be a housewife loving father to our children.

I BLOCKING ERIC!

THANK YOU

There are two words that when spoken have the most unfathomable power to completely change your life . Two words that ,when they pass your kips , will be the cause of bringing absolutely  joy and happiness to you .Two words that will create miracles in your life , wipe out negativity , and bring you abundance in all things . Two words that when uttered and sincerly felt , will summon all the roces in the universe to move all things for you . There are tow words standing between you , happiness , and the life of your dream .
THANK YOU
THANK YOU GOD for giving me a job .
THANK YOU FOR giving me a HOME
THANK GOD FOR DADDY AND MUMMY
THANK GOD FOR A Helpful brother.
THank God for all the friends u brought in life .

Look for the gifts in everything -the seCRET

Look for the gifts in everything , especially when u are facing what appear to be a negative situation .
Everything that we attract causes us to grow which means that ultimately everything is for our own good.
Adjusting to a new path and a new direction will require new qaulities and strengths and these qualities are always exaclty what we need to acquire in order to accomplish the great things ahead in life .

Reflections :
I find it hard to look for gifts in everything . Gift are blessing I will nolonger be harrass . But I feel a sense of boredom and saddness . And I find that I am good for nothing . What am I good at ?

So now i am trying very hard to prove myself ,set up a server and then I CAN DO IT . CaN i ???

He cared enough to ask Jesus to leave heaven to die for you.

My mum had been nagging . Nagging and nagging .
Nagging everything under the sun .
I am upset with Him . What cant we be normal friends ? Why does his wife want to make a big heyhu of everything

Today Bible

When I consider Your heavens, the work of Your fingers, . . . what is man that You are mindful of him? . . . You have crowned him with glory and honor.” Soak that in! God—who spoke into existence a universe so vast that the Hubble telescope hasn’t found the end of it—created you, and He cares deeply for you. He cared enough to ask Jesus to leave heaven to die for you.

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Compusure

whatever feeling you have within you are attracting your tomorrow .

Worry attracts more worry . Anxiety attracts more anxiety . Unhapiness attracts more unhappiness Dissatisfaction attaracts more dissatisfaction .

And joy attracts more joy . Happiness attracts more happiness . Peace attracts more peace . Gratitude attrach more gratitude . Kindness attract more kindness .Love attracts more love

Your job is an inside one . To change your world , all ou have to do is change the way you feel inside .How easy .

I dun think it is easy for me to feel good . I see that arrogant man  walk up and down . Maybe I care too much . Unhappiness attract unhappiness .....

I thinking about my work . I can come out with something to amaze everybody here .
I CAN DO IT .
YES I CAN .,
MOVE ON ...One of my best friend ,jay always told me .
MOVE ON .

I was thinking if I should continue to contact Eric . I think he is making use of me . He kept asking me if i want to watch Die hard with him . I told him I am having a hard patch in my life . But i like someone calling me dear . Am I desperate or what ?


Help me to do the right thing , attract the right person . Not all these half past six old botok or people who are married and pretend to tell me that he is divorcing( Eric).

And SHOULD I BLOCKED HIM?

The loneliest and suddenly wanted to find a sense of achievement in life.

It is finally after office hour . For a minute , I think I was useless . Demoralised by the words .
But Thank God , I got a crap daddy who reply and tell me crap to keep my head above water while I am drowning .

I feel sad that I found some passion is what I am doing . Yes , Now I am setting a apache , I want to set apache on my own and do something like what ST does . A Wiki media that allow people to troubleshoot all thier problem online .

Although I was greatly discouraged , discouraged by  circumstances , things in life . I feel unhealthy , I thought back of yesterday , I thought of the past . I cursed the lord , Send MAss email to my preacher , Curse sister bee choo who had abandoned me . And I feel downcast .

I start to hate been christian because my previous boss is a christian and he let me down alot . He is a preacher .  He asked me to lie and cahoots with non christian to cheat company . My interigty couldnt do that .
But then I move on . I felt not wanted . I wonder why am i always attracting or these . These recent cases of SMS and what app from my current boss and people unset me alot .

I hate myself that i had debts to clear .

I hate myself for seeing so many doctors .

I hate mr xxx who always jokes and then his wife took the matter overhand and start stalking me at my facebook .

I hate that I got insomia every night .
I wake up every 3 hours . I tell my doctor and he basically doesnt want to put me on sleeping pills as he think I will abuse it . "Abuse  it as it means .. U know ...."

What are things you like?
I dont know . A kind friend asked me . I told him , Maybe Dogs . working in SPCA . But I drag reading stories of how beautiful kind dogs are abused .

Now I am listening to anthony Hymns . It is brought in australia .
Gill , You know I miss those times when I was in melbourne . Athought that was the period I wish I had died there , but you help me through . The life journey seem so tough on me .
I am like walking on broken glass everyday .
I am sad that I had to not talk to MR xxx coz  His wife will get paranoid . I dont understand why a victim can turn into ... a slut ...and ..whatever......
Let hope the law attraction attract good things to me . I could complete what I wanted to complete
to do proud to all . To jesus christ ... To .......................................

My existence .... I wonder why I am existing every minute

Having an Anxious Heart and Not trusting in God why?

tune your anxious heart to patience,
Walk by faith where sight is dim;
Loving God, be calm and trustful
And leave everything to Him. —Chambers

This is something I need to do , yet I cannot . I cannot just trust God . I just cant feel he would hear me . He wouldnt see that all unjust would be done . He just dun want me . Maybe he forsaken me. Maybe he got sick of me. Who ? Jesus . I dun know any longer who I belong , what i am praying for , Why can I do ? Nothing but just live in totally failure and fear ....I had been fearful . I wake up from my dream . Dreaming he came and apologise for all the distress he had caused me.I would able to work in my work place in peace and joy .
1 Samuel 13:7-14

I guess we all will be like Saul , seeing the priest taking long time to come . We would just burn offering by ourselves . And Then it would displeased God .


God I am anxious . Anxious why all these things is happening to me? Why me ? Where can I go from here? Where is my direction which u had for me? Is it always so taxing and unworthy and tiring me out till i had no determination to fight this anymore . I am very very weak , despair and fragile.


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A sharing from a good ssister in christ .

Do not lose faith, my dear sister. One of my recent devotion reading which I want to share with you:-

"The LORD hath been mindful of us: He will bless us" (Psalm 115:12).

I can set my seal to that first sentence. Cannot you? Yes, Jehovah has thought of us, provided for us, comforted us, delivered us, and guided us. In all the movements of His providence He has been mindful of us, never overlooking our mean affairs. His mind has been full of us -- that is the other form of the word mindfull. This has been the case all along and without a single break. At special times, however, we have more distinctly seen this mindfulness, and we would recall them at this hour with overflowing gratitude. Yes, yes, "the LORD hath been mindful of us."

The next sentence is a logical inference from the former one. Since God is unchangeable, He will continue to be mindful of us in the future as He has been in the past; and His mindfulness is tantamount to blessing us. But we have here not only the conclusion of reason but the declaration of inspiration; we have it on the Holy Ghost's authority -- "He will bless us." This means great things and unsearchable. The very indistinctness of the promise indicates its infinite reach. He will bless us after His own divine manner, and that forever and ever, Therefore, let us each say, "Bless the LORD, O my soul!

Seek him. My prayer is with you.

Kind Lady .

1 step at the time

The only encouragement I had is from some friend . Like Jay telling me ," Take 1 step at the time ."
Dun be crazy . I was thinking of sucide and depression lately . I am glad that I had friends around me at the deepest valley I am walking through . I am thinking why does this keep happening to me?

bamboo shoot

We chinese had been crazy about bamboo shoot . I brought 5 tier bamboo . But then my mum say my 5 tier  bamboo is so big and will take up alot of space when I placed it at my office table . So she exchange with me and I had this 3 tier bamboo . This 3 tier bamboo cliamed to give my mum 4D luck . The price of the bamboo strike .But she didnt buy the number . Anyway, I hope it will grow more and more , I had a desire to spray on my vitamins plants everyday .But I read the label it stated once a week .

RED PASSION HEART SHAPED

I dont know what is this plant . I just love the flowers of this plant . It is a red heart shape with yellow bulbs in the middle . What is this called ? When I brought it , It has bulbs of flower . But then recently the flower died . This flower is also very cute .Especially when I see a new bulb coming out of my plants . I am cheerful .

GROW FLOWER GROW .. GROW MORE OF YOUR RED PASSION HEART SHAPED FLOWERS!!!

abandoned bamboo stalk

I brought these 4 bamboo stalks . It is abandoned . There were  4 poor remaining bamboo stalks on the flower display . I felt them very pitiful . And they are going on discount on 1.50 per bunch . So I just purchase them without thinking . Brought a plastic container and some jelly stones . I left the jelly stones into the red jar overnight and then it become my 1st new plant I adopted in my office . The 4 up straight bamboo .May i had a life as upright as bamboo , things would be going upright like my bamboo , My career go straight up and up .
 hahahahaha...But there are abit yellowish . That is not healthy . Actually , they are wriggling when I  brought them somehow they did sprout some green bulbs . So maybe I should be happy .I hope after i spray the nutrition it will turn more greenish and prosperous .

My 6 Lucky Bamboo With red Ball

My brother started me to have this craze . He brought a  5 tier bamboo for his office and he claim that his career was going on higher . So I decided to get a small plants and place on my office table . This is brought at COLD Storage at 6.88 .

It is 6 sticks and a big red ball . They say bamboo bring good lucks . Why it is element of woods and the soil is earth(rocks) and the red ball is fire ..and they use mental wires tied it around . It is gold . The 5 elements are all inside this cute little bamboo . I was introduce to fertilizer by this bamboo plant I brought . It come with free fertilizer but I was afraid that it is poisonous . Instead of placing one stone onto the bamboo plant . I place all inside . And I think some of my bamboo plants suffer from too much fertilizer . But I wash them away the second day . I read on internet about bamboo is very senstive to chlorine water . But I only have chlorine water here .

Plants Nutrition I brought from NTUC

I brought this nutrition for my plants .hahahahah .. I had nutrition and vitamins for myself . My plants and dog had vitamins ..SO .. I brought this for the below .

My Tiger Tail

This is easier to care . But It had alot of green leaves when I brought them . I think I water too much water and the leaves start to wiggle and die . I hope by praying the plant nutrition spray water onto it . Alot of leaves will start growing . I place it at the side of computer . I read that growing plants around your PC will clear the electrons and cause more good negative icons around your workstation  .

t does not matter what other people say or do. What matters is how I choose to react and what I choose to believe about myself. ~ Louise L. Hay

Today I had giddy spells . I had a troubling matter about someone . I feel unjust , angry and very venegeful . I am hoping God will help me . I had been thinking why these things happen to me. If the law of attraction exists  . Does it mean I always attract those nonsense to myself??
How can i get rid of negative thoughts ?
it does not matter what other people say or do. What matters is how I choose to react and what I choose to believe about myself. ~ Louise L. Hay

It's only a thought, and a thought can be changed. I am not limited by any past thinking. I choose my thoughts with care. I constantly have new insights and new ways of looking at my world. I am willing to change and grow. ~ Louise L. Hay


For every problem that I may create, I am confident that I can find a solution. ~ Louise L. Hay


I forgive all past experiences. I do not have to know how to forgive. All I have to do is be willing to forgive. The Universe will take care of how. ~ Louise L. Hay


http://pinterest.com/kellyrcbm/affirmations/
this is a good page ..... I am depressive and troubled ... Let the universe or God take care of itself and bring justice towards whatever need to be repay for ones evil deeds

The Law of Attraction

I want to be successful and excel in my work at XXX and do something useful to contribute to company.

I want to slim down to 60KG within this 3 months .
I want to be in  harmanious relationship with my family , worklife and everyuthing .
I want a lifetime marriage partner who would love me a lifetime .
I want to be debt free and save 300 next month and spend less than 200 in my credit bill .

Chicken soup The Law of Attraction - A book I read .

i read stories about prosperity which came easily . 
And now today I should put  it at work !

I would imagine I had a good bf . He is a charming smart talented man . He would love me a lifetime, we will get married and have our kids .

Taking one step at a time

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How to manually mount a USB Drive in Redhat

Inserting a USB storage device

1. Plug in the device.
2. Check the contents of the file /var/log/dmesg to see what the system named the device. (You can use the command dmesg as well.) It should appear as a SCSI device, so the name should be similar to /dev/sda or /dev/sdb.
3. Use the command fdisk -l , replacing with the device name from /var/log/dmesg to determine the partitions on the device. Most USB flash drives and other portable storage media types have only one partition, so the output of the fdisk command will most likely be something like /dev/sda1 or /dev/sdb1.
4. Create a directory (mkdir) to serve as the drive's mount point. It is recommended to use a name that is easy to remember like/mnt/usb.
5. Mount the device with the mount command. If the device was detected as /dev/sda and the fdisk command showed/dev/sda1 as your partition, the command would be:

   mount /dev/sda1 /mnt/usb

   The mount command should automatically detect the partition type and mount the drive. It can be problematic to add the mount command to the file/etc/fstab, as the device may be detected with a different name if system devices are changed or if more than one USB device is plugged in at the same time. For this reason, it is recommended to mount the device manually with the full mount command listed above instead of relying on an entry in/etc/fstab.